Title: Happy Valentines. (:
Mood: okay. (:
Music: Starstrukk - 3OH!3 feat. Katy Perry

in my entire life,
secondary school is probably one of my smallest problems,
yet when youre in the middle of it,
you find it so big,
when you grow older and look back,
you probably burst out laughing finding this all so stupid.

and so when youre in the middle of it,
you feel like making it all okay,
because you just want to enjoy your secondary school life.
and yet again,
when you grow older and look back,
you would have found it a complete waste of time.

when you do things now you always find it so important,
and definitely in the future,
you look back and will go,
i shouldnt have done this this this and that.

and yet sometimes you also get the feeling,
that when you grow older,
for certain situations,
you will feel that you did it right,
no regrets, whatsoever.

you know you are making full use of life,
when youre happy.

the older you grow,
the more you know,
the more you experience.
you meet people of different types,
you learn how to control yourselves over stupid ones,
make friends with the type you like,
and fall in love with people you choose.

and its not me to go on about stuff like that,
its the first time.
in primary school,
i probably never even knew,
that this sort of things could even happen.
and its also stupid to keep thinking about it.
i know so.
but its just too wonderful to forget.
and unfortunately i didnt put it in the box i gave anna.

but its okay.
because in my whole life,
hopefully this is just something that would passby,
something that once happened.
the best thing that has happened to me.

and best of all,
you meet idiotic people who thinks you like them,
meet people who you really like.
people who praise you and see you perfect,
people who insult you and avoid you.

if one day you go to heaven and look down,
its like looking at sims 1902382910573486539.
the big earth gameset,
where you see people going on with life,
having fun,
being sad,
learning things,
and hope for things.

when you fall in love in secondary school,
its just a trial.
some might seem real,
others just a plain mistake.
but you experience it,
lose it,
get on with life.

Clarissa