i initially intended on giving eugene koko krunch. ._.
because i finished the cake.
people must think im mad shouting upwards from the window.

ALRIGHT.
today was... okay i suppose.
went to school in uniform and had to borrow anna's pe attire.
history, source base.
what the hell was the first source saying i dont even know. ._.
oh well, nevermind.

THE PE.
awesome man.
but i couldnt even move my legs,
so i just stoned there watching my friends laugh and have fun.
honestly even when i laugh its so difficult.
zul was telling me how awkward i looked when i walked. LOL.
anyway, haiqal jason zul and norizwan,
always use so much effort to catch the frisbee,
then out of anxiousness, just anyhow fling it up high,
and it goes like way out of the court,
and then we all will burst out laughing like a bunch of idiots.
because it was so funny.
apparently all the guys can catch well.
at least when i throw they can catch.

okay, then was maths.
miss lim did the matrix questions.
funny man.
9 questions,
last two were indices.
i think im at least gonna pass e-maths for the first time.
the whole thing was so epic. LOL.
marie saved us all.
in the end team garfield had to do the forfeit.
and then elimination,
and then jihui did something really funny!

recess was nothing much,
ate tuna sandwich, finally said hello to gerald. (:
and kimberly told me something that got me angry.
stupid asshole.

POA was stupid.
we had to do corrections,
and i kept asking miss teo for the next assignment,
you get it after you finish your corrections.
but for some reason,
everytime she came to check my corrections,
there was something missing. :/
so i had to keep calling her again and again.
and then i realised i was the only person she checked -.-
by the time i managed to get my assignment3,
there was about 2 minutes left for the bell to ring.
so much for rushing.

alright, ate lunch,
modern dance.
we're almost done.
i need to learn how to control my laughter.
acting stupid with people laughing around me doesnt help at all.
oh thank god modern dance doesn't use the hall.
more people will laugh at me.
and ANNA. LOL.
miss soo was also laughing -.-
ahh but its awesome.
choreo also not bad.
miss jenny helping us to make it look nicer.

i like it when anna imitates people.
because i will laugh like hell.
and so will kimberly.
after modern dance met diyanah,
then went to buy drinks for myself and anna,
while they talked about jiaqi liking jazlyn. o.o
anyway met weiheng halfway,
told us to help him,
looked behind him,
and i burst out laughing once again. LOLLLL.
i couldnt help it seriously,
looking at her face just makes me laugh.
and he poor thing had to walk all the way home from admiralty to avoid her.
i didnt know people like cy was so free.
like seriously,
i expected more of looking in the mirror for 5 hours a day,
and the rest of the time spent on curling the hair. hah.

IM SO GLAD ITS ON THE FOURTEENTH. OHMYGOD.
that situation almost scared the hell out of me.
anyway, sports carnival coming,
dodgeball for me once again.
hopefully i get to see joohan scream if he plays.
anyway my throwing skills are terrible,
it either doesnt even go near the opponent,
or it just goes up and lands in front of me.
never have been good at ball games anyway. :/
the only time i ever hit someone was iswandi,
and i promised myself i will never play with that group of people again.
*screams and runs for my life*

i cant even walk now,
and its getting worse.
during modern dance stretching,
it was like hell i tell you, HELLLLLL.
oh how am i gonna survive next thursday.
if nabil doesnt come again,
i want a whole day of free meals.

Howie said i ditched him 7 times already.
HONESTLY I DIDNT MEAN IT.
he says if i ditch him one more time,
hes gonna ignore me for life.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

last night i had a dream.
its was something that could never happen in real life though,
and i dont want it to happen either.
but then,
while it was happening,
FOR THE FIRST TIME for that type of situation.,
i actually said the sentence in mind, in the dream.
i didn't know it was that powerful in my subconscious.
at least i proved to myself that i really meant it after all.
man i was so proud of myself.

i realise i talk alot.
okay i shall stop now.
HAHAHAHAHA :D
switching personalities.
its actually quite sad to see it happening.
especially with this two people.

Clarissa