i have so little relatives to visit i can go off at like 12.
today is 14 febuary.
and on this day 365 days ago, was probably the best day of my life.
and so i shall celebrate that myself.
honestly i have a really SMALL family. ._.

so of course i went to bai nian,
1st house: Grandmother's house. (father side)
2nd house: i duno where, but got one green duck chair.
3rd house: The place where i watched soccer on tv. chelsea- arsenal (3-1) LOL.
4th house: The place where i ate the jelly and peanuts.
5th house: Grandmother's house. (mother's side)

i honestly didnt expect to get much money this year,
and i was right.

spent the entire after noon from 4-10pm
playing wii guitar hero, band hero, just dance, sing it.
and ps3. i duno what the hell those games are,
but anyway i did alot of shootings with guns and stuff.
just dance on wii was super funny,
i almost felt like rolling on the floor to laugh.
its like WHO LET THE DOGS OUT.
the shake the wii control like siao like spasm. LOL.
i probably looked seriously stupid. but it was awesome. (:
just wait till i buy it.
then i can trash kor kor kelvin in guitar hero. >:)

i didnt think it would be this difficult to keep my mind busy.
so well,
i downloaded SAW and shutter (2004 version) to watch.
but its really starting to freak me out mentally
and i have been scaring my parents,
by starting to scream in the middle of the night.
im gonna start on SAW 2 soon.

if this still doesnt work i dont know what to do already.
what could be worse then using saw to distract my mind. hah.
i guess seeing a couple of body parts being ripped of should at least help the least bit.

soooo, CNY is over for me.
at least for the celebrating part.
i had fun. (:
and i didnt even wear anything new,
except for my blue tank top,
everything else came from stone age.

alright! my mission is like going no where.
i cant believe i keep forgetting to carry out PLAN CC.
but from the way im seeing it,
its definitely confirmed now.
because anna said PLAN YP had only house no.
my father was actually using his phone while driving just now,
he almost drove into the highway railings.
i feel like carrying out PLAN SP.
LOL i sound so stupid naming all this plans.
but how far can kim and anna help me,
im probably gonna have to do it alone when im like halfway through it.

anyway i trying to find activities on march holidays to feel up,
there are 9 days.
i cancel out sundays cos they are already filled,
so thats 7 days left.
on the 13th i got my lifeguard job at milo triathlon in the morning,
and a jj lin youth CNY concert at night.
on the 18th, is my piano exam.
on the 20th, is the ntuc 5km run.
sooo,
4 days left.
monday tuesday wednesday friday.

my sister is taking me to watch percy jackson and the lightning thief,
on tuesday!. :D
just the two of us.
my mood is kinda good now.

man, i just love the feeling when those things flow through me.
its like... i dont even know how to describe my happiness.
and yet im being banned from letting it flow through me.
shessh. -.-

okay i think i have posted long enough. (:

Clarissa