/ Tuesday, December 8, 2009
watching hai pai tian xin now. totally forgot to watch it on monday. sitting on a dining table, with korkor kelvin and jiejie meiyan wasnt what i thought i would be doing this holidays. i miss my parents, for no reason at all. im losing it. i actually slash my sis with scissors yesterday back in northoaks. my father starting blasting at me. and as usual i kepy quiet. everytime im angry everything comes out wrong. if i were to go crazy over this particular thing, i would feel like some typical american teenager. but i honestly love it. i want it. i wish i had it. its probably the thing i want most now. and to go over it i will feel empty headed |
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