This is why i insist on taking public transport.

business seminar in the morning.
afternoon went dare at suntec,
was late, car accident number 3. -.-
refer to statement above.
i think i should confiscate my mother's driving license.
after that bought a bag at marina,
my family was not in a good mood,
which meant my mood was crushed too.

well,
went admiralty for dinner,
i wanted to take bus,
my sis insisted on walking.
and the result,
i saw satan.

some people say things,
and yet they dont mean it at all.
which means,
act nice, act friendly,
act popular, act cool.
and best of all,
they were supposed to be my good friends.
i take things very seriously,
and i believe almost everything someone tells me.
i fall for alot of lies, alot of acts,
and in the end, i suffer.

but i think,
the problem is on me and not them.
i shouldnt try to talk to people so much,
and get to know them more.
i should stop being so kpo,
and ask so many questions,
and most of all,
i should stop believing everything,
because this is the world.
this is reality,
and in reality, nobody is your friend except God.

and this person,
must have everything i have,
i show her this,
she go and get it,
i go into this,
she wants to go in too,
i have this,
she must get one too.
i got this hair,
she must have the same hair.

and i HATE it,
when someone wants to have or do the same thing as me,
because when they get it,
or do it,
i no longer have to mood to have/do whatever it is anymore.
fuck the earth,
i dont mind exploding in outer space.

Clarissa