FedEx just came to my house. LOL.
people with sunglasses. cool man.

my father wants me to go business seminars with him,
for friday, saturday and sunday,
each lasts for 12 hours. T.T
10am-10pm. wthwthwth.
when i go dance camp,
my mind will probably be filled with financial,
and accounting bla bla bla. -.-
im probably gonna be the only 14 year old going there.
and my father still say,
"once the 3 days are over, i expect you to start you own business,
not work for other people."
hello? im still 14! start what business!
sell lemonade ah?

danzpeople is awesome. ;D
my father said he would take me surfing and shooting next month,
finally. ._.
shooting i go because he wants to,
but surfing will be awesome.
i hope i hope, i will get wipeout alot. LOL.
still got one more art thing somewhere,
3 year course. wth o.o
which means,
im really starting to fill up my holidays.
which is gooood!
i dont miss my swimming training. :D
having 5 coaches shouting at you from street level isnt my thing. :/
plus going back and forth at least 120 times everyday.

anyway i had this dream last night,
which reminded me,
kelvin said, last time i told him to stop,
now its his turn to tell me.
and i still say it was okay, doesnt matter.
last night i pictured this, um
scene, that felt so real.
i never felt so sad in my sleep before.
but then again,
it was a dream, but who knows.
i guess its time to let go.

Clarissa