im currently wearing a red nike basketball jersey.
my name + 11
which reminds me im gonna bball next sat and tmr.
with daryl and aaron.

these days are weird.
its like... something happened and everything go boom.
for some reason. everytime i do it something will stop me.
idk why. and the best thing is,
out of i dunno HOW many.
only one went on so long. without any problems of that sort.
and that is... ******
yeah okay. i really duno.
maybe its just a coincidence
but like it went, we're not meant to be.
so yeah. i will just go with that.
my mother talked to me, its true in the future there are many more out there :D
not all people are so zai like nabil's parents.

this morning led the dance with michelle.
i somewhat forgotten alrd.
and miss hesley was apparently not very happy about it.
im probably the only person in the level who is about to get zero for oral.
i sent over 10 times.
its not going in.
i duno why.
and because of the last few days...
i totally forgot about it.
i have no excuse. i was given enough time.
i should have done it when i could.

got back history, failed.
my marks just showed i didnt study.
my source base was like 10/11
and my structured was basically 3/19
so ... 13/30
next time open the textbook at least 10 minutes before the paper and not 5.

im arguing with kelvin about life.
see whose one is worse.
im gonna win this.
he cant win mine.
im probably like top 10 in the planet.

im angry.
i gonna regret it for life.
I DONT CARE NATURE GO WHERE.
I STILL DID IT, DIDN'T I?
NOTHING IS GONNA CHANGE THAT.
ITS OVER BUT IT STILL HAPPENED.
I DID IT.
AND ITS HORRIBLE.
YOU STUPID BASTARD IDIOT.
HOW COULD YOU FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
SOMETHING SO WRONG
SO NOT ME.
SO... WTF.
IF YOU EVER MAKE ME CLOSE TO DOING IT AGAIN,
I SWEAR I WILL PULL OUT YOUR DICK.
IM GONNA HURT YOU BACK LIKE YOU HURT ME.
AND UNLIKE YOU I NO NEED BACKUP.
I INDEPENDENT.
AND YOU FUCKING BASTARD, STAY AWAY FROM ME.

Clarissa