I have 2 absolutely huge problems.
oh crap.
its like, every time, i try to get rid of one,
and like i almost succeed,
two times the amount comes striking back at me.

i wish life was easy.
i wish getting out of trouble,
was just as easy as getting into it.
and i wish getting my mother to be happy,
was just as easy as getting her angry.
and i wish getting my mother to say yes,
was just as easy as getting her to say no.
and i wish getting into relationships,
is just as easy to get out of one.

kelvin asked me to go to his house tmr ..
not that i dun wanna go.
but why go all the way there just for that lah. LOL.
and tmr.
will probably will be the saddest day of my life.
cos the two problems i have.
are apparently clashing together tmr.
A HALF SCHOOL DAY MIND YOU. LIKE WTH LAH.
teachers day somemore.
going to see vivian perform.
kim and zhihui i suppose not coming.
and yeah i will go with anna then i suppose.
kim and zh probably wont miss much.
in fact, they should be glad they aren't going.

people who have parents like mine,
you probably have to be on a hospital bed,
having your very last moments.
my parents will call the doctor,
doctor says "nothing much really, she's just dying, that's all"
parents stare for awhile.
then go, alright i let you skip school today.
BUT TOMORROW MUST GO BACK AH.
and lets just say you die halfway in the process,
what will my parents say?
mother: oh crap, i really wanted her to go.
father: what to do, wanna bury her body there?
mother: why not? good idea!

okay, back to the crisis.
i should go and bathe,
do some maths planning,
cos my mother asked me to -.-
but oh well.
just do lor.
maybe it will help with the problem.
i think,
the second problem is bigger.
i want it to happen so much,
but at the same time i cannot let it happen.
why? because of ?@!#$
kay. im done complaining.

Clarissa